MISTAKEN

Why does it feel like I committed a crime?
Was I reckless to let you in?
Was I so naïve to never see it coming?
Now I am broken.

Why does it hurt so much?
Why does the pain never go away?

I keep playing your words in my head, trying to give them a new meaning.
Wish I´d never felt so at ease.
Wonder I could unsay my honest thoughts.
They seem to be the cause of your estrangement.
Or should we call it a revulsion?

Was it reckless to let you in?
Was I so naïve to never see it coming?
Now I am unease.

Why did you let me in?
Why did you seem so intimate?

I keep fighting these thoughts.
Wish I could recover my blessed ignorance.
Wonder we´d never met.
But I know that's a foolish way to solve things.
Or is it the only way?

Was I reckless to let you in?
Were we both so naïve to never see it coming?
Now I feel silly.

I think I deserve to know why
Whatever reason you had to drift apart
Because I need a closure
If we cannot be friends anymore.

Why does it hurt so bad?
Wish the pain would go away.